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Thursday, June 12, 2008

crying ; silently

ii din ggo read ur blog oftenly .
but ii ggo read all the post lerhs .
saw smth , iim glad ii found monster ffor uu.

so uu wont miss hym much nnow ,
ccan chat wit hym , msg hym.
ii noe lerhs oso happy ffor you .

ii dunoe whye , ii ask maomao.
if he's me , will he ggo find monster ffor uu?
he sae nope , but ii did it actually.

ii dunoe whye , ii jus wann uu happy .
till now im blogging , 4.48am.
ii stil cant sleep.

im thinking alot stuffs .
jus nnow got hme , dad wack miie.
ii oso never fight back.
ii diam diam.

ggo back into my room nd cry silently.
all ii ccan do is jus tto poon gum.
to let it out , ii always tell maomao my stuffs.
but he's busy with hys girl.

so ii hv nobody to say.
ii ccan only keep it to myself.
though ii may always be joking around.
infront of uu guys ,
but deep inside im crying.

ii have really break down.
ii dunoe wadd should ii do.
sometimes ii think , & think.

wadd actually uu wann?
uu tell zelin uu will & wann wait miie ,
but uu will find a part - time stead.

meaning? ? wait is * guard the feelings n the person like a guardian angel.
wait for hym or her , without leaving ur soul & feelings include urself.

ii was hurt upon hearing this ,
but ii kept silent.
all this nights , ii slept but ii din actually .
ii dreamt uu left me.

ii was alone behind uu & ur partner.
ii wad afraid. yet? ii din say out , ii was scared.

ii noe uu wan wait , but have u consider carefully .
ii dunoe hhow to ask or phrase it out face to face .
ii jus have to ask here or maybe im jus comforting myself.

baby , do u really love me ? * im nort doubting ur love , but ii wna noe*
baby , u cares ?
baby , do u noe wad u wan actually?
think bout it .

Thursday, June 12, 2008